Why I ever went to this length of masturbation?

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Why I ever went to this length of masturbation?

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I've been my whole life to be sexually super active. At my age of 20, I prolly had sex with 20 girls or so. Got married when I was 26, and my wife is someone who I love from the bottom of my heart. We have 2 kids, both adults now.

Prolly during my life, I've had sex with 80+ girls before my wife, and honestly, I have zero memory of most of them. For me, having the satisfaction, it was always about me.

Here where the things went fucking sideways with my wife: l told her it's my goal to please her and see the pleasure in her eyes. For me saying this in out loud, was a BIG mistake. It was like I have no desires, and she gave me pleasure wise like... nada.

I've bought tons of cloth and toys I never see. Like ever. We, the males, we are so fucking visual animals.

Ok, after 30+ marriage, I'm still jerking off, bigtime, as her needs are like twice of month, and mine is like every fucking day. No wonder I have my own sexual life, and creating the ways to please myself, and ofc, what I have, it's all yours!



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Re: Why I ever went to this length of masturbation?

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Why not buy a sex toy or sex doll? Men's needs for sex are usually different from women. Before buying it, you can talk with your wife, and tell her why you want to buy it. Today's sex dolls are amazing and realistic. I tried to play a threesome with my partner. So I bought a full body sex doll with big boobs. Though it can't be the same as a real woman, it's not bad still. Her big boobs are very soft.

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Re: Why I ever went to this length of masturbation?

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We have agreed our needs are not matching, and it's fine. She knows I have my own life with this stuff, but I miss so badly someone wanting me. She's fine with me shooting VR porn, creating VR 3D porn games, and encouraging me do do so. I'm kind of baffled of this equation. I know she's not having an affair. Our needs simply doesn't match up.

So, I started another project, as my passion is to explore pleasure! Temu sells these Chinese blow job machines, which are simply bad. Bought one, ripped it apart and added ESP32 board with a relay switch. I can now sync this toy to anything I want. I will release instructions here later on.

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